"If our love is wrong, I won't ever be right."
"I like it when you pull me close and whisper in my ear. I like knowing that I’m your favourite. And that for some odd reason you’ll never let that change. Every word that falls from my lips blossoms into a flower, and every word that falls from yours is an entire universe. I watch colours leak and spill as we paint masterpieces together. I breathe deeply as you lovingly piece me together again. Being made whole was something I thought I’d never experience. Not feeling that hole in my chest, dark and aching, was an alien concept. But you filled the hole with love and warmth and pressed kisses to skin that had never seen the light of day. I revel in the weight of your eyes, it’s nothing compared to the weight you took from my shoulders. The feel of your hands on scarred skin is a welcome escape from the pain of this world. I bury myself in you because you made me feel human. I let myself fall into your arms and be made whole, not because I am Woman but because I am broken and by some miracle you showed me how to feel."
"jemjeong's ongoing journey."
May 26th, 2018 - jeong and i first met in sbt.
May 28th, 2018 - jeong and i met in rpt.
May 30th, 2018 - jeong realises he had a crush on me.
June 3rd, 2018 - jemjeong’s first kiss, 8:59pm.
June 4th, 2018 - kinda confessed that we liked each other.
June 6th, 2018 - first rabbit date.
June 9th, 2018 - we exchanged our first i love yous at 10:36pm.
June 11th, 2018 - matchy homescreens.
June 12th, 2018 - matchy usernames.
June 13th, 2018 - matchy passwords.
July 4th, 2018 officially marks the first month since the day we confessed that we liked each other. it’s crazy how fast time passes by whenever it’s spent with the one you love the most, which in this case, the one i love most is you. a little more than a month ago, i never thought i would ever allow anyone near the fragile and flimsy state of my heart. but fate really does have a mind of its own, bringing two lost and very broken souls together. i’m immensely glad that fate brought us together and how you hadn’t given up on trying to win me over. who would have thought, we’d fall so incredibly and deeply in love with one another. this quote, “i fell in love with the way you make me laugh because there's nothing better to laugh about than with the most amazing person i have in my life.”, is truly one of many accurate representations of how i feel for you. you make my heart feel extremely warm and happy, the butterflies in my stomach stirring to life wildly. words cannot amount to or express what my actual feelings for you really are. however, it is safe to say that, my feelings for you won’t be fading but instead, perpetually growing with each passing day. jeong, i love you. every single fibre in you even if you were flawed, i’ve learned to embrace and love each part of you. never forget that. happy one month, sweetness.
fan chengcheng.
A Chinese visual god.
That’s it. That’s the definition.
‘Who’s fan chengcheng?’
“He’s the Chinese god.”
A work of art that was touched by God himself. He can rap, sing, and dance. His rap in ‘dream’ made bitches all over lose their wigs. He may have ranked 3rd in idol producer but he’s #1 in all of chengstar hoes (jeong's) hearts. Also A MEME LORD.
Who’s that doe-eyed visual god in nine percent?
That’s my man Fan ChengCheng.
zhou jieqiong.
loveable but bitchy female, can talk shit when provoked, often gorgeous and enjoyable!
also known as China's miracle and chinese dancing machine.
her members call her juju.
loves loves loves shopping and searching for beauty sites.
crazy talented, especially in dance, piano, and the pipa guitar.
super strict but hot in idol producer, oof. you could just tell from her gaze alone that she was NOT there to play and that she means well. probably due to the fact that she was part of a survival show too.
a one hell of a powerful woman when she dances. but she can be super cute, dorky and sweet, too!
park jihoon.
park jihoon is the best creature in this entire galaxy.
park jihoon is the one who creates "save you in my heart" / "nae maeum soge jeojang" and kkukku kkakka. he joined a survival programme called "produce 101 season 2" and he was final ranked 2nd, then became one of the members in korean boygroup "wanna one".
there are two types of park jihoon: dorm jihoon (offstage jihoon) and jeojang jihoon (onstage jihoon). park jihoon is the cutest on the stage, and also the sexiest off the stage.
everyone loves him.
synonyms: boy who steals people's heart, jihoonie, winkboy.
we love park jihoon.
must protect park jihoon at all cost.
i, for one, love watching fan made videos on youtube and i aspire to make one that doesn't suck but we'll see if i have the time and patience to do so. fmvs are so well made and i love watching them. so here, for you. try not to die watching it. xo
Sadly, only chengcheng's video is hd, the rest were too big. pained.
ps. if you can't tell, i made up the definition for jieqiong FHDJKS.
pps. i did not make these, i would've died ok.